Anamnesis....

"Unfortunately, the clock is ticking, the hours are going by. The past increases, the future recedes. Possibilities decreasing, regrets mounting."
-Huruki murakami-

You want to know what had happened before a certain occurrence took  place?...A Movie has its flashbacks. I wish life has the same....You want to watch a particular Movie scene you like best?..A DVD player has its play back. I wish life has the same...You want to listen to a song repeatedly...over and over again?...Yes, Music player has its rewind. How I truly wish life has the same. But past is past, and no matter how hard we try, we  can never bring it back!

The pieces of my life...

But there is nothing worse that a past that is not fully dealt with.We are continuously convincing ourselves that past is past and it should be forgotten, without realizing that the very fact that we can still tell ourselves that it is forgotten proves that it  IS NOT! there is nothing wrong in remembering the past.The past can teach us...inspire us...mold us...but it could never sustain us. You don't want to read a good book and tries to re read the prologue over and over again. You would choose to go on reading  till you reach the climax of the story.In fact, when you are there savoring the moment, you didn't even want to continue reading for  you know you will surely come to its very end!

We all do things that we desperately wish and pray we could undo.We have done enormous mistakes in our lives, we have struggles, we have so much regrets;But remember we are not the mistake...we are not the struggles, we are not the regrets...and everything happens for a special reason. We may never know about it too soon,but there is always a day for that realization.

"IF ONLY" these are the most common terms of regrets.We may never realized it but our lives somehow were bounded by these two words. Time changes..situations diverged.We make decisions we never ever thought of coming up with. Yes, we always have a massive difficulty in focusing the present, though we know indulging in the past couldn't help us achieving what we wanted for in our future.We're always thinking about what we did, what we haven't achieved...about how we could have done it better and how we could have achieved it...We're always thinking of the aftermath of our actions, and we have full regrets why we didn't act the way we should have.

Time is a very misleading thing.I'ts being HERE ...NOW is all that matters.All that is important is the moment you are into this very day. Make it vital...make it worth living. Do not let it slip away without  even noticing it.